Finally ..........

It's really been a long hard days ...
Since that incident had happened ...
Oh gosh ...It has already 4 months ...Has gone ...everything has already gone ...
Previously ,it was really hard for me to accept it ...but I had to ....
It was totally suffered and God knew how it hurt ...
But now ,I had recovered from my wounded ...though the scar can't be removed ...
I've found that ,there's no truth in the world ...
So ,from that day on ...I believe in no one ...
I have no more thinking about her ...
no more visiting her blog nor missing her ...
I knew she had deleted me from her MSN ...
I'm glad she did that ...Coz I did it so ...
I won't add her back ...Coz I just want to get her off from my living life ...
How a person treat you ,you have to return ...
But I won't return to her ...
I'm just hope that she will return me the thing she owe me ASAP...
I don't want to have any fellowship with her anymore ...
I hope she will see this ...
And I will no more writing about her ...

Youth Fellowship ...

This is the youth fellowship from Harvest Community Church Batu Pahat...
Starts from left is Paul-Andrew ,Benjamin-Antchuleta(me) ,Wei Yee ,Ann-Marie(May Lin) and Mark-Brandon .

We're celebrating Ann's Birthday ...
She looks fat ...
Probably eats too much 'Cha Tao Kuah' ...
Other churches youth are increasing ...
But the of youth of my chucrh is decreasing ...

All of us are leaving here ...
So...
Haizzz ....

My creation ...^-^

This is a little thing which I made it myself ...
TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STARS
It's a present for someone ...
hehe...

La Solitudine ...

marco se n'e andato e non ritorna piu...
e il treno delle 7:30 senza lui...
e un cuore di metallo senza l'anima...
nel freddo del mattino grigio di citta...
a scuola il banco e vuoto marco e dentro me...
e dolce il suo respiro fra i pensieri miei...
distanze enormi sembrano dividerci...
ma il cuore batte forte dentro me ...
chissa se tu mi penserai ...
se con i tuoi non parli mai...
se ti nascondi come me ...
sfuggi gli sguardi e te ne stai...
rinchiuso in camera e non vuoi mangiare ...
stringi forte a te il cuscino...
e piangi e non lo sai quanto altro male ti fara la solitudine...
marco nel mio diario ho una fotografia...
hai gli occhi di bambino un poco timido...
la stringo forte al cuore e sento che ci sei...
fra i compiti d'inglese e matematica...
tuo padre e i suoi consigli che monotonia...
lui con il suo lavoro ti ha potato via ...
di certo il tuo parere non l'ha chiesto mai...
ha detto "un giorno tu mi capirai"...
chissa se tu mi penserai...
se com gli amici parlerai...
per non soffrire piu per me...
ma non e facile lo sai...
a scuola non ne posso piu...
e i pomeriggi senza te...
studiare e inutile tutte le idee si affollano su te...
non e possibile dividere la vita di noi due ...
ti prego aspettami amore mio .....ma illuderti non so...
la solitudine fra noi...
questo silenzio dentro me...
e l'inquietudine di vivere la vita senza te...
ti prego aspettami perche ...
non posso stare senza te...
non e possibile dividere la storia di noi due...
la storia di noi due ...
la solitudine ...

Upside down ...

How do u treat a person ...
How the person will treat u back ...
U treat that person good ...
That person will treat u well ...
If u treat that person bad ...
That person will return to u double ...
How do u betray or trick a person ...
That person will revenge to u ...
How do u cheat a person ...
That person won't show his truly face to u ...

This is how human being does ...

But think it wisely ...

Why don't we 1st love that person ...
For that person 1st love us ...

This world is so negative ...

Why don't we make it lively ?

For I 1st love you ...
But for u 1st hate me ...
For I 1st wanted to be with u ...
But for u 1st forsook me ...
For I 1st to be sincere to u ...
But for u 1st cheated me ...
For I 1st took care of u...
But for u 1st betrayed me ...

It's done for us ....
Why don't we try to think about it ...?

How great Thou art ...

I was leaving in a colourless world .......
The world that full of depression ,discouragement ,disappointment ,
bitterness ....
Many times that I was being upset ...
I just couldn't stand in this world anymore ...
People made me pressure ...
Sad ...
Liked I have rejected from the world ...
Terrifying is just surrounded the world ...


But ...
I've just seen one side of the coin ...
I did not see the other side ...
The world is colourful with all the creations ...
How great Thou art ....

My turn ....

Last night talked to a girl ...
She is quite lovely ...
She has a cute name ...
She is happy ...Everyday ...
So better call her Miss Happy ...
I have never seen someone has this motivation ...
And looks so happy and full of joy ...
Her life must be fantastic ...
Her gags are quite funny ...
Haha ....
'Charge battery ' =.='"
She sick but recovered ...
And now is my turn ...
Oh My Gosh !!!
I drank too much water ...
Want to vomit ...
And fever ...
Haizzz...
Your faults ........